Donovan looked over
the rail. The waves rocked the small
ship, crashing against the bow. Every
now and then he’d spy the silver-blue flash of a dolphin riding the crest of
surf thrown up by the prow of the sturdy sailing vessel. He’d never imagined a life as a sailor. He figured he’d grow up and go into farming,
just like his father, meet a nice girl, get married and grow old all without
ever leaving the confines of his small town.
Perhaps a trip into the city for special occasions. But overall, a hardworking, though largely
sedentary life.
All that had
changed when his father had taken him to the port city of Shiloh to see the
prince. It was a rare opportunity for
folks in his part of the kingdom. The
royal family so rarely ventured outside the capitol. But it wasn’t the royal procession that had
caught Donovan’s imagination. It was the
tall ships, standing proudly at anchor out in the harbor, or tied up alongside
the quay. Masts thrust into the sky like
naked trees, sails billowed and the rich scent of exotic spices and the strange
sight of foreign cargos promised adventures just over the horizon.
All at once, the
possibilities of life lay open to Donovan.
The sea promised escape. An
asylum from a life of drudgery and boredom that he had never felt, but now
desperately feared. His father hadn’t
taken it well when Donovan first broached the subject. But eventually he gave in, realizing that he
really couldn’t keep Donovan on the farm – that he would just run away. And deep down, he had felt the constraining
nature of life in the small hamlet he called home. He could hardly begrudge his only son the
opportunity to see more of the wide world than he himself had seen. So Donovan left with his father’s blessing,
and headed back to Shiloh to try and make his way in the world.
In the year and
half since leaving home, he had traversed the narrow sea and the broad
ocean. He had travelled to foreign ports
and met foreign women, very different from the girls back home. Whenever they pulled into Shiloh, Donovan
would post a letter to his father, to let him know that he was alright and to
fill him in on his latest adventures.
Of course, it wasn’t
all fun. Life on a sailing vessel was no
easier than life on a farm. In some
ways, it was a good deal harder. His
first month on board, Donovan could scarcely keep a meal down. The other sailors had a good laugh at his
expense, but eventually he found his sea legs.
Perhaps the worst experience happened that first winter. The weather had turned nasty, and while
Donovan had lived through winter storms before, he had always done so on the
farm, where you could depend on the ground to remain firm, no matter how badly
the howling winds shook the rafters. But
a winter storm on a ship was a very different matter.
He both cursed and
blessed the pounding rain and blowing winds, as they hid both his tears and his
terrified wails from his fellow crewman.
As the ship stormed up tall crests and plunged into deep troughs,
Donovan was sure he was about to die. He
tried to hide under a dry space near the bow, his head tucked under the gunwale
to keep the rain off. He used his body
to shelter the piece of parchment as he scratched out a goodbye to his
father. The words were barely legible due
to the rocking of the ship and the streaming rain. But Donovan spelled out how much he loved his
father and then jammed the paper into a bottle, corking it as well as he could.
He closed his eyes,
said a small prayer that his missive would somehow find its way to Shiloh,
where perhaps the postmaster would read it and send it on. Then he rose up over the rail and hurled the
bottle into the storm, one final letter, without a stamp.